So another Monday bites the dust!
I’ve been feeling kinda depressed lately. I miss hanging out with my friends. I know that they’ll be home in December for their Christmas Break, but still. I feel really lonely without them, but I don’t wanna sound like one of those clingy friends.
I managed to sell my old iPod so that I can recoup from buying that guitar I mentioned before. I really wanted it, but buying it wasn’t the smartest move financially to make.
My mom’s mad at my stepdad for not letting me buy Jon’s old car off of him and fix the windshield so that I can get a job. During one of his crazy spells, he painted parts of the car orange and black. Combined with all the dents and the cracked windshield, it looks like it was rolled. My stepdad wants it off the property by this Friday and Mom wants me to buy it from Jon and ask my cousin if I can park it at his place.
I dunno, this whole situation has got me going crazy. I’d like to stay until I can properly move into an apartment, but with my stepdad constantly hounding me to “get a fucking job”, I just don’t know.
I mean, I’m beginning to come into my own as a blogger. Sure I’m not making enough money to live off of yet, but I know that it’ll come with time and the refinement of my writing and marketing skills.
This whole thing makes me wanna just take the car and drive as far away as I can! I feel so angry at my stepdad for not understanding what I wanna do with my life!!
I want to be a writer and a musician. I don’t want to slave away at a job I hate. I want to wake up every day with a sense of meaning and purpose, not of confusion and self-loathing. I want to be happy, dammit!
I apologize if I seem a bit ranty, but I’m just getting some big things off of my chest. If you were in my situation, what would you do? Is there any way that I could continue to just blog & write for a living or should I get myself a job until I make enough online to support myself? Leave me a comment.
Well, I’m gonna take a shower to clear my head so I’ll see you guys later!
TheAndySan
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November 22nd, 2008 at 16:36
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November 23rd, 2008 at 00:01
[...] So another Monday bites the dust! I’ve been feeling kinda depressed lately. I miss hanging out with my friends. I know that they’ll be home in December for their Christmas Break, but still. I feel really lonely without them, but I don’t wanna sound like one of those clingy friends. I managed to sell my old iPod so that I can recoup from buying that guitar I mentioned before. I really wanted it, but buying it wasn’t the smartest move financially to make. My mom’s mad at my stepdad for not let Windshield Repair Tips… [...]
November 23rd, 2008 at 13:24
[...] So another Monday bites the dust! I’ve been feeling kinda depressed lately. I miss hanging out with my friends. I know that they’ll be home in December for their Christmas Break, but still. I feel really lonely without them, but I don’t wanna sound like one of those clingy friends. I managed to sell my old iPod so that I can recoup from buying that guitar I mentioned before. I really wanted it, but buying it wasn’t the smartest move financially to make. My mom’s mad at my stepdad for not let Windshield Repair Tips… [...]
November 24th, 2008 at 23:32
[...] So another Monday bites the dust! I’ve been feeling kinda depressed lately. I miss hanging out with my friends. I know that they’ll be home in December for their Christmas Break, but still. I feel really lonely without them, but I don’t wanna sound like one of those clingy friends. I managed to sell my old iPod so that I can recoup from buying that guitar I mentioned before. I really wanted it, but buying it wasn’t the smartest move financially to make. My mom’s mad at my stepdad for not let Windshield Repair Tips… [...]