Hey guys it’s the Andy-San here trying to keep it together after yet another ordeal with my parents.
Ok, I was online today and my mom signed on. So I IM’d her to say hi and we’re talking about Easter and stuff. I get a call from E and he said that he needed to talk to me. I figured that it would be a quick chat so I told my mom that I was going to the bathroom cuz I needed to go there as well. I find out that E’s having a mental breakdown so I talk with him about what’s going on in his life. To make a long story short, all the little things that were bothering him piled up and got the better of him. So after that, we go to Best Buy to get volume 2 of Nerima Daikon Bros. with the box. We get back, eat, and I go upstairs to check on my away messages. I was expecting Mom to be a little miffed that I didn’t come back until around 2 hours later. She says that my stepdad isn’t going to help me move out at the end of the semester because I didn’t take ITT Tech and UU seriously and that I’m just college hopping in hopes to find a better place. They also said that I was being babied too much by them. Give me a fucking break!! I don’t get money or cars or anything from them. All I ask is that they hold on to my stuff and take me home and back to UU during breaks. Oohhhhh, I’m being babied! What-the-fuck-ever!!!!! Over the break I’m going to ask my aunt if I can live with her cuz this is fucking rediculous. It’s really, really fucking sad when your friends care considerably more than your fucking parents.
Just when I’m in the throes of depression, I smile and take another bite of the shit sandwich that my parents force-feed me. Ever since Spring Break ended, I’ve been in a seemingly irreversable funk. I have no motivation to do anything. Not classes. Not homework. Not work. Not anything. It seems to me that the only thing that gives me any kind of satisfaction or motivation anymore is my guitar.
Well I’m gonna go watch volume 2 of Nerima Daikon Bros. with the only people that care whether or not I’m alive or dead; my friends. Later!