With Leto, one of our dogs, gone (see my Twitter), I’ve decided that I’ve had enough of this fucking place. I’m tired of the dysfunction. I’m tired of wondering if I’ll be put out onto the streets because my stepdad doesn’t want to deal with us anymore. I’m tired of wondering if Jon’s gonna kill me and burn the house down.
To put it bluntly, I’m tired of where I am and what’s going on around me. I was gonna just lay low, wait for Jon to leave in November, save up, and move away later. However, the situation has changed. I doubt that I’ll be attending college anytime soon. I don’t want to live here anymore.
So, I’ve written down a plan for me to move out of this house and get the fuck away from my psychotic life:
1 – Get a full-time job as an overnight stocker at Wal-Mart.
2 – Save up to buy a car in the $1,500 – $2,000 range.
3 – Save up enough money to move into an apartment in Bowling Green.
3a – Most 1 bedroom & studio apartments are around $325 – $450 a month.
3b – The apartment will also need a deposit on the apartment itself, gas, electricity, water & sewage, and cable & Internet.
3c – I also need enough food to last me at least 2 months.
3d – I also need to check if the apartments are furnished or not.
3e – The amount that I’m looking to save up for is $1,500 – $2,500.
4 – Find a job that will give me enough money to live in the apartment I choose.
4a – I could transfer to Bowling Green’s Wal-Mart and continue to be an overnight stocker.
4b – I could another job altogether.
5 – Move out.
5a – Rent a U-Haul so I can move all my stuff at once.
That is my plan. Also, I plan on writing and submitting my works to publishers in order to ink a publishing deal so I can make money doing what I love to do instead of working just for money.